Thursday, May 29, 2008
ada utk mu- nubhan af6
Tuesday, May 27, 2008
sepi itu indah???
Perlukah dipertahankan satu rasa yang kita pasti tak kesampaian? atau perlukah kita pertahankan sebuah hubungan yang kita pasti kehilangannya suatu hari nanti? atau kukuhkah sebuah ikatan yang terbinanya diatas keruntuhan semalam? dikutip dari serpihan hati yang hancur berkecai?
Tatkala anda tak mampu menjawab soalan-soalan seperti ini, ketahuilah sepi itu lebih indah. Ketika anda tak pasti untuk memberi jawapan kepada soalan-soalan yang lahir dari hati anda sendiri, itu tandanya sudah sampai masa untuk berangkat pergi. Kala itu sepi lebih indah dari sebarang bunyi. Jika anda terus berteka-teki sedang teka-teki itu tidak anda temui jawapannya…ketahuilah bahawa sepi itu mengatasi segala nikmat…
Maka katakanlah pada diri, kali ini kita biarkanlah perpisahan ini…satu pengorbanan yang perlu kerana hidup ini hanya akan bererti bila tiba-tiba terasa kehilangan dan di perlukan. Antara rela dengan tidak…walau kau lebih tahu, tiada yang lebih berharga selain dirimu, juga aku tak mungkin dapat melupakanmu. Itu lebih bererti kerana ada ketika perpisahan lebih bermakna daripada satu perhubungan yang menyusahkan. Tatkala anda berasa amat sakit oleh satu perhubungan, maka adalah lebih baik melangkah pergi.
Adakalanya kita perlu melangkah ke belakang untuk mengorak langkah lebih pantas ke hadapan. Adakalanya kita perlu menyepi kerana tatkala ini kadang kala lebih bererti dari satu perhubungan. Katakanlah… "aku berhenti berharap dan menunggu datang gelap sampai nanti satu saat tak ada cinta ku dapat…kenapa ada derita bila bahagia tercipta…mengapa ada sang hitam bila putih menyenangkan…aku pergi tanpa dendam…ku terima kekalahanku…"
Ada waktunya sepi menjadi lebih indah kerana di saat itu kita ada ruang untuk mengingati dan merindui. Cinta itu indah apabila ada urusan memberi dan menerima. Jika hanya anda yang memberi dan dia tak sudi, urusan cinta menjadi payah. Tak perlu merayu pada yang tak sudi…pada yang tak simpati…hati kita milik kita… bawalah ia dan pergilah dari situ… if he dumb enough to ignore u, so be smart enough to let it go...
Monday, May 26, 2008
monday blues
Sunday, May 25, 2008
great weekend....
Saturday, May 24, 2008
All About Someone
Could be your smile
Could be the where you feel my mind
You give me everything I need
Now Im lost
Lost forever
Imaginasi.
Itulah segalanya.Angan dan mimpi peneman setiap hari.Dia mencari seorang insan.Yang sama di dalam angannya.Mana mungkin itu bisa terjadi.Namun semua adalah ketentuan-Nya.Dia harus pasrah kepada kehendak-Nya.
There'll come a day When you'll walk out of my dreams Face to face Like I'm imagining how can I be sure That you're the one I'm waiting for Will you be unmistakable
Dia sebenarnya masih keliru.Adakah benar insan yang ditemuinya itu.Atau kah ianya hanya mainan perasaan sahaja.Perlukah dia bertanya sendiri kepada insan tersebut.Bagaimana sekiranya ia benar?Bagaimana pula sekiranya tanggapannya itu salah?Dia harus bersedia menghadapi segalanya.Setiap perkara perlu dikaji.Perlu diukur setakat mana dalamnya kesahihan itu.Dia hanya mampu berdoa.
Akan tiba saatnya apabila setiap yang berlaku itu ada penghujungnya.Seperti juga dia.Setiap pertemuan itu ada perpisahannya.Dia perlu redha.Mungkinkah ada hikmah di sebalik semua itu.Namun meang sukar untuk melupakannya dalam sekelip mata.Adakah dia perlu menanti lagi?
I will wait for you
Coz I dont know what else I can do
Dont tell me I running out of time
If it takes the rest of my life
No matter what I have to do
I wait for you
Namun tidak semua orang mampu melakukannya.Sedetik demi sedetik perasaanyan kian pulih.Dia mula mencari kekuatannya.Perubahan demi perubahan di tempuhinya.Ada yang pernah bertanya mampukah kau melakukannya? Semua itu diserahkan kepada yang lebih mengetahui-Nya.Dia hanya mampu berusaha melakukan segalanya.
Please give me one more tries
For the seek of a love
Please give me one more chance
Coz I cant give you up
Satu permintaan datang kepadanya.Dia buntu.Apakah yang harus dilakukannya?Masa yang berlalu menentukan segalanya.Dia telah bertekad.Tekadnya untuk tidak tunduk kepada perasaannya.Adakah itu benar yang dilakukannya?Adakah tidak tersilap langkahnya?Hanya dia yang tahu seteguh mana benteng yang dibinanya kali ini.Telah dicampur segala bahan dan rempah yang menjadikannya begitu kukuh.
Kini dia hanya perlu menanti insan lain yang cukup kuat untuk mengubah segalanya.Dia tidak akan pernah putus asa.Putus asa untuk berusaha.Ramai yang akan membantunya meneruskan perjuangan.Bukan itu sahaja perkara yang perlu ditempuhinya.Masa depannya perlu dicorak lagi.Mungkin juga seperti corak-corak warna pelangi yang disukainya.Untuk mencapai impiannya.Dia tekad.
I found myself today
I found myself and ran away
But something pull me back
So I wont give up
No I wont breakdown
Sooner than it seems life turn around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When Im standing in the dark I still believe
Someones watching over me
Be true to yourself
And follow your heart.
Friday, May 23, 2008
untitled xde tajuk...
hmmm citer psl teori hofstede ni, one of da teori is power distance index, msia ni high power distance.. yela, sape yg ada pangkat barulaa bkuasa... once ko dah trun pangkat, org da x heran kat ko lg... contoh skang ni, politik kat msia ni laaa.. dlu sume org pun sanjung our ex-pm.. skang ble dia da xde pangkat, xde kuasa xde sape pun nak follow blkg dia.. wahh lyia citer politik nih... hehhehe... yela kte kna laa follow issue dlm msia nih.. kang jd katak bwh tmpurung, apa jd kat ngara sndri ntah tgadai ke, apa ke... kte gak yg ssh, kan kwn2... doa byk2 smoga our country ni slamat n aman... korang x mo laa gado2, rebut2 pangkat nih... x seswai tau...
hmmm 2moro i have to trun jb.. one of my bestfren getting married on 25th may... waahh, bagus tul kwn2 aku nih.. sume dah slamat jd bini org n mak bdk... hmmm xpe la, dorang lain, dah jmpe psgn msing2... aku still looking around.. searching 4 da rite person.. hik3... xpela geng, aku doakan korang sumer hepi sampai ble2... alamak,adiah x bli lg aaa... adoii... ble nak g cr ni?? sok anum dtg mlk, leh aaa aku join dia g jb.. huhu... x sabo nak jumpa kwn2 lme... jun ngn baby dia, rozi ngn tunang dia, kiah n baby, ish sumer2 laaa... rindu korang sumer...jumpa nnti ye... i can't wait.. muahszzzzz
Wednesday, May 21, 2008
esok ari kamis kan...
2morro xde klas, tp cadangnyer nak g library, siapkan assgment ngn afiq n ain.. nak cr current issue lg,hua3... pas siap kje, tghari tu dah jnji nak g MP ngn ina.. sje jenjalan, boring tahap cipan dah dok umah nih... mcm nak gler pun ader gak... yela, dah laa dok sorg2,nak borak pun xtau nak borak ngn sape... uwaaaa...
adoiii... aku ngah pening pale nih... mamat nih sejak majuk ngn aku pas aku mntak clash aritu, xde dia msg aku,cme wish bday je aritu... tup2 mlm ni leh plak dia msg... he asked me 4 2nd chance... adoiiii camne nih? poning palo den ni haa dok mikir kan hal nih.... dia kata slagi aku blum ader pganti, dia trus nak try approach aku lg.. aku ni, dlm dilema laa plak.. dia kata aku laa sgala2nya dlm idup dia.. dia b'ubah demi aku... adoiiiiiii tlggggg... aku xleh laaa nak go on ngn dia lg... sbb xde mse dpn... tp camne aku nak ckp kat dia ni?? ish dia nih, memlm buta camni wat aku pning pale je aaa... aku just ckp yg aku akn pk kan hal ni, tp sbnrnya mls nak pk.. hehhee.. hmmm nmpak gayanya, kna ader pakwe baru laa camni... ble nak ada pakwe ni.. tp x sampai ati lak aku wat dia mnagih camni.. " mngapa ini smua harus blaku,apakah ini smua krn driku?" " xtau kmana arah utk ku mnuju" nak nyanyi lgu cinta 3 segi aaa plak... uwaaaaaaaaaa sakit pale... xmo pk lg.....uwaaaaaa tdo lg bek... zzzzzzzz -kaloi ngah b'renang2 ke tepian tuk titun zzz-
Friday, May 16, 2008
16 mei 2008... 2day is da day..
dlukan, aku pasang angan2 nak kawen mse umo 25, tp skang aku sedar tu hnyalah angan2 je.. umo 25 aku br nak wat praktikal n then br abis degree..hua3.. hampir sume kwn2 aku mse skola dlu dah kawen, dah b'anak pinak pun.. eee takut aku ble pk menda nih.. bt mse ni, aku cme ader family n kwn2 jer.. no more sumone special.. aku serik aaa.. aku x nafikan, kdg2 mmg rse sunyi.. yelaa aku dah biasa ader org sms tnya psl aku pg ptg siang mlm... dlm klas pun dok sms... skang sume tu dah xde lg.. tp aku rse tu laa kputusan aku yg plg bijak.. lepaskan dia sbb aku tau hbgn ni xkan kmana... drpd dia tluka kmudian ari, baik laa dia tluka skang.. at least, mse akan mrawat luka dia tu.. sme laa jgk mcm aku.. aku skang, nak fokus study jer..
adik angkat aku bg soklan cepumas kat aku, "akak, pe ek cri2 llaki yg akak ske? org nak carikan akak pakwe aaa" hahaha klaka tul dak tu.. spm pun x abis lg, memandai je nak carikan jdoh tuk aku.. hmm aku cme jawab kat dia,"akak ske llaki tinggi dr akak, xensem xpe asalkan sdap mta memandang.. da most important things is, dia kna matured aaa dr akak,ada sense of humor, ada kerja n ada ilmu agama.. agama tu pnting dlm nak bina kuarga... spaya dpt bimbing akak yg kdg2 agak lalai skit.. :p yg lain tu, akak x kesah..." hmmm agak2 ble nak dpt ek? insyaallah, 1 ari nnti msti jumpa jgk, cme cpt ngn lmbt jer.. hmmm skang ni aku nak bkawan je sesape yg nak kwn, cinta cintun xde.. aku nak bcinta pas kawen, msti best kn.. hehehhe... aku nak focus pd long-term r/ship, xmo lg short-term r/ship... insyaallah, aminnnn...
walaupun arini aku dah 24thn, tp dlm adik bradik aku, i'm still da youngest.. ehhehehe... pd kwn2 yg xlupa tuk sms kul 12 mlm td smpai skang ni dok wish hepi bday, aku ucapkan thanks sesgt coz korang ingt tarikh ni... aku syg korang sumer... "2day i learned that what is valuable is not what i have in life, BUT WHO I have in my life.. so, thanks 4 being part of it" korang sumer amat bmakna dlm idup aku... xlupa jgk pd cikgu2 or bakal2 cikgu mcm eyah kwn aku tu, hepi teacher's day... time kasih sbb turunkn ilmu pd aku... insyaallah akan aku gnakan sebaik mungkin... ish pnjng lebar aku citer arini... hmmm k la, stop kat cni dlu yer... nnti kiter story mory lg yer... frens, take care n luv u all... muahssss :-*
Tuesday, May 13, 2008
2day is tuesday...
Monday, May 12, 2008
i missed u a lot... but i can't tell u that i missed u...uwaa
The signs of missing someone:
· Rushing to the phone once it rings hoping that it's him/her.
· Looking out of the window hoping that he/she will surprise you by appearing downstairs.
· Sitting in front of the television but thinking of him/her missing the final episode of your favorite show.
· Lying on your bed, thinking of the last time you went out together.
· Thinking of how nice it will be to sit under the stars again, talking about everything, your dreams, plans, and future.
· Logging on to the Internet hoping to see him/her online.
· When you realize that he/she isn't online and did not return your page, you will start worrying if he/she is okay.
Missing someone is a way of growing up I guess. It exposes you to loneliness. It teaches you how to cope with being lonely and let you know that there is actually a feeling known as emptiness. Sometimes it feels good to miss someone. You know that you really care and you indulge in the feeling of loving and caring for him/her. But missing someone and not knowing if he/she is feeling the same is terrible. You feel as if you are being left alone. So if you miss someone, tell him/her and let him or her know. At the same time, ask if they miss you.
Don't let the feeling of missing someone becomes jealousy or paranoid. If you are the one being missed and you know it, let the other party know. If you miss him/her too, tell them. Don't let them wait. Otherwise, you will feel regret for whole life!
----> hmmm mmg aaa sptutnya kna gtau org tu bhwa kte rndu kat dia, tp aku takut aaa.... it takes 2 to tango, rite? takut n malu aaa kalo btepuk sblah tgn... bkn niat nak tnjuk ego, tp pmpuan kan kna jga maruah... lgpun, aku xde kyakinan aaa nak bgtau pe yg aku rse kat dia... aku ni sape, dia tu sape... hmmm jln tbaik, pendam jela... tp ati aku jd sakit sgt kalo aku pendam.. xpela, doa jela byk2 supaya dia sedar khadiran aku nih... wink wink... :)
ari isnin....
Saturday, May 10, 2008
uhuk2
Friday, May 9, 2008
lepaks2 @ kl..
arini dok umah akak, jd babysitter.. tu jela kje aku time cuti sem... hehehhe... ble my niece g skola, my nephew plak blk skola, sambil online, sambil layan kerenah tibong dia tuh... x yah masak aaa arini, bihun pg td ader lg.. mkn tu jela.. adoiiii dak kecik nih dok layan astro ceria je dr pg td.. "ifannnnn pening pale aunty laa asik tgk citer katun, tom2 bak,geng bas skola dll dr tadik" uwaaaaaaaaa.... layan online jela...
k, chaloooo.. njoy ur holideyzzzzzzzzz... muahksssssss daaaaaaaaaaaa....
Wednesday, May 7, 2008
MERDEKA!!!!! YAHUUUUUUUUU
Friday, May 2, 2008
arini ari jumaat...
mutiara kata:
*Allah tidak melihat kepada tubuh kalian dan tidak pula kepada bentuk kalian. Allah hanya melihat kepada hati dan perbuatan kalian
*Perkataan yang baik dan pemberian maaf lebih baik daripada sedekah yang diiringi dengan perkataan yang menyakitkan
*Mata yang berasal dari unsur air memiliki sifat adil. Dengan melihat sinar mata seseorang, kita boleh mengetahui isi hatinya. Mulut boleh berdusta, tetapi pancaran mata seseorang akan mengatakan yang sebenarnya memantulkan kata hati yang sesungguhnya
Thursday, May 1, 2008
my vid...
hye... hmm sje je wat vid nie... boring plak dok umah xde pe nak bt... (what? xde pe nak bt? stdyy ler) hehhee.. dah stdy,boring laks ckp mandarin sowang2.. pastu ngntukzzz laks.. alaaa wat vid ni bkn lme nau pun... jap jer..
-trime laa vc dr sang kaloi... hehhehe...-
love? how sweet...
When you think of your past love, you may view it as a failure. But when you find a new love, you view the past as a teacher.
~In the game of love, it doesn't really matter who won or who lost. What is important is you know when to hold on and when to let go! You know you really love someone when you want him or her to be happy, even if his or her happiness means that you're not part of it.
~Everything happens for the best. If the person you love doesn't love you back, don't be afraid to love someone else again, for you'll never know unless you give it a try. You'll never love a person you love unless you risk for love. Love strives in hurting. If you don't get hurt, you don't learn how to love.
~Love doesn't hurt all the time. Though the hurting is still there to test you, to help you grow. Don't find love, let love find you. That's why it's called falling in love because you don't force yourself to fall. You just fall.
~You cannot finish a book without closing its chapters. If you want to go on, then you have to leave the past as you turn the pages. Love is not destroyed by a single failure or won by a single caress. It is a lifetime venture in which we are always learning, discovering and growing.
~The greatest irony of love is letting go when you need to hold on and holding on when you need to let go. We lose someone we love only when we are destined to find someone else who can love us even more than we can love ourselves.
~On falling out of love, take some time to heal and then get back on the horse. But don't ever make the same mistake of riding the same one that threw you the first time.
~To love is to risk rejection; to live is to risk dying; to hope is to risk failure. But risk must be taken because the greatest hazard in life is to risk nothing! To reach for another is to risk involvement, to expose your feelings is to expose true self; to love is to risk not to be loved in return. How to define love: fall but do not stumble, be constant but not too persistent, share and never be unfair, understand and try not to demand, hurt but never keep the pain.
~Love is like a knife. It can stab the heart or it can carve wonderful images into the soul that always last for a lifetime. Love is supposed to be the most wonderful feeling. It should inspire you and give you joy and strength. But sometimes the things that give you joy can also hurt you in the end. Loving people means giving them the freedom that they choose to be and where they choose to be. For all the heartaches and the tears, for gloomy days and fruitless years, you should give thanks, for you know, that there were the things that helped you grow. Loving someone means giving him/her the freedom to find his/her way.